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read my profile sign my guestbook Name: Michelle (shelly) Birthday: 7/12/1987 Gender: Female Occupation: Student Industry: Art Message: message me AIM: mica6tiger Member Since: 8/18/2004

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Wednesday, February 11, 2009

just a note to this blog to keep things straight if I do come back to read past logs like I do every so oftern

Dave and I did in face nudge back together. In fact this past halloween we celebrated our 1 year anniversary of being a couple. And this upcoming saturday will be our second valentines day together. Times are tough,, and I'm mostlikely going to be writting alot more in this blog through the upcoming year. I've been accepted into Laroche. It's a better school for what I'm going for, and living at home saves me the expenses of rent, and laundry money.

God I'm going to miss Dave. It's so good to have him with me now tho. He does feel his distant buissness.... but it doesn't seem to be hindering him like it was last year. He's already told me twice that he thought it was starting and then there was no mention of it until the next time he told me it was starting again. *kisses* I lov eyou david.

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Monday, May 26, 2008

Key Troubles

Well, I'm nutorious for loosing key's now. >_< I lost my original set of keys and then went to useing the spare. Now Xstine left and left her key with liza who says she left the key with me. I can't find that key... so when the office comes calling Christine asks me to return her key to the office otherwise they'd charge her. So I turn in my own spare key... and am now without a key. Penguin go home now and she aint happy. Leaving the apartment open doesn't work with her at all. I feel aweful now as she is having her own trouble now finding her own keys. >_< I wish I knew where my origingal set of deys was. >_< that had my house key and everything on it. *sigh*... Mostly I wish Penguin didn't have to come home from poland to the mess and worry of key troubles. >_< I feel aweful......and dumb for not getting another key....

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Friday, May 16, 2008

	Alrighty. Dave's broken up with me... Well it was more of an agreement, but it still hurts. sigh eh... life goes on. I Have got to get a job up here. If I can get a job then I can keep buissy and not have the thoughts of missing Dave, or wishing to have someone. Just keep buisy is my current motto. Keep buisy and everything will be alright.
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Sunday, May 11, 2008

Name something in the room that is......

Round: Lightbulb

Blue: the water in the mermaid picture by john william waterhouse

You can fit in your hand: crystal with bubbles in it

Can be eaten: mint drops

Someone would want to steal: My computer

Yellow: gold frame arround the mirror

Made of wood: the frame of me and my brothers from the good old days of childhood

Cubed: jewelry box... desk... dresser

Brown: the desk

Can be written on: sketch book

Not touching the ground: Maroon Rose Robe/Cape

You are looking at: Samsung monitor

Orange: Vampire encyclopedia

Considered "hot": light bulb

Flat: "whisper in the dark" chocolate candy wrapper

Pointy: sewing needle

Touching the ground: used tissues

Made out of silver: some jewelry

Red: dried roses from Dave

Considered "fun": Bubble blower machine

Rolls: Dice

Can be recycled: tissues

Appealing to sight: betty boop with written shelly name heart shaped pendant

Black: printer

Produces light: lamp

Fuzzy: robe

Appealing to taste: my finger

Polka-dotted: nothing

American: me

Electronic: Computer, ipod camera,

Green: cup

Foreign: my martigra mask

Desirable: David

Durable: tissues

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*sigh* Dave seems far from me. He txted me hi, I replyed with a question and then he didn't answer. So about an hour ago, 6 hrs after he had sent me hi, I txted him that I missed him. Because I do... and I was hopeing for him to be there for me when Christine left. But I had totally forgotten that he was going into erie for the weekend to see his mom graduate college. Any how he said he was sorry that I missed him. *He doesn't miss me...* *tear* it can't be as bad as that sounds to me. He speaks the truth and I'm sure he's having fun with friends and the thought of me hasn't come into his mind... or somthing. I'm just being pmsy... I'm moody and easily put into a fret over things just before and just after my period. but I'm still fretting over it.

Besides Dave has to deal with his mother while he's home there. The woman was drunk the other night and hit Dave's sister, her child. I'm finding myself not likely her in anyway. Even with all the trouble Dave is going through right now I can't help but feel neglected. He did txt me hi.... he could've not txted me atall... still i wish he would talk to me more... he gives me so many blank answers without explainations. I want to be next to him, and I want him to want me there next to him.... Oh life why are you so full of stupid feelings that make the world so udderly complicated. Because life wouldn't be worth living then would it? *shakes head*

*grumbles* grumbles* grumbles* I'm afraid I'm never going to find a job out here. I was lucky with 7-11 back home. And when I think about after college my stomache takes leaps. I still need to get into the whole praxis business.. It's so stupid. Registration is made out to be as difficult as possible. It's so stupid. I'm this close to throwing it all away and goign on that hitch hiker trip. *sigh* Damn IT!!!

This is why I need consistent projects and friends arround me so I don't fall into this bordom that casts me into depression.

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